thei screams

"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more."

–Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Meredith Grey

just so u know, hindi ako home "wrecker" (paki check ng spelling)..

06th October 2006, till dawn, by the beach..

there were vanilla ice cream, coke light, lay’s salt and vinegar, nagaraya, cake, m’lights..

carlo, ate jeanette, kuya clark..

stories, sharing, laughter..

lying on the sand, gazing at the sky..looking at the moon and stars..

it was fun, it was good..

but i was still thinking about you..and still it hurts..

You have taken the heart of me and left just a part of me
And look, look, look what you've done
Well, you took all the best of me, so come get the rest of me
And look back, finish what you've begun

Be done

There is someone you ought to meet, it's me, Ms. Incomplete
Look at what I've become
For it's due to the lack of you that I'm now only half of two
Look (look) back, finish what you've begun

Be done

Come and sit by my side where there's nothing to hide
And we'll try to decide what you've needed

But from where I stand today, I can't think of a way
Or the words that I might say that could change your mind
And make you stay, oh no, not for all the times I've pleaded

Look (look), look (look) what you've done
You have taken the best of me, so come get the rest of me
And look back, finish what you've begun

Be done
Oh, be done, be done..

we’ve taken our bows….

curtain’s closed..

the show’S over.. =(

After years of calling it quits, a material which gives tribute to them has been released..A collection of their hits performed by hot artists of today’s generation. As a fan of E-heads, i know that somehow the originals are more spectacular than these remakes..pro somehow the artists have managed to give justice to the songs..

LIST of SOnGs in UltraElectroMagneticJam Album:

1. Alapaap (6 Cycle Mind)
2. Magasin (Paolo Santos)
3. Spoliarium (Imago)
4. Overdrive (Barbie Almalbis)
5. With A Smile (South Border)
6. Tikman (Sugarfree)
7. Ligaya (Kitchie Nadal)
8. Torpedo (Isha)
9. Superproxy2K6 (Francis M.)
10. Huwag Kang Matakot (Orange And Lemons)
11. Pare Ko (Spongecola)
12. Huwag Mo Nang Itanong (MYMP)
13. Hard To Believe (Cueshe)
14. Alcohol (Radioactive Sago Project)
15. Maling Akala (Brownman Revival)
16. Ang Huling El Bimbo (Rico J. Puno)
17. Para Sa Masa (Various Artists)

Alapaap’s ok..iba pa rin tlga ang version ng E-heads..i think this could have been better if Kamikazee was the one who performed it..Magasin is so-so..Spoliarium is one of my favorite in the album…Imago has done a good job..clap! clap! Overdrive’s  ok..not bad Barbie! *wink*..

Sugarfree’s version of Tikman  is good..maybe bcoz Ebe and Ely’s voice is somehow similar..Pero saludo parin ako sa Suagrfree..They’re one of my fave local band..

With A Smile..aaiissshh..im a li’l disappointed sa version na toh..kinarir ng Southborder..it doesn’t seem like they’re giving tribute to E-heads, it’s like they’re promoting their own album with "With A Smile" as their carrier single..kainis! fave ko pa mandin itoh..Rivermaya or Bamboo could have performed it..

Ligaya’s ok..Kitchie’s version was good..Torpedo’s good..kaya lng mas ok sana kung male singer ang kumanta..dba?!

Superproxy2K6..superb!! bilib talaga ako kay Francis M..this made d whole album rock! the song has become edgier..fave ko rin cia sa album..

Orange & Lemons’ Huwag Kang Matakot is ok..ayoko lng tlga sa Orange & Lemon..may pag ka cheap kasi ang dating nila eh..Sponge Cola’s Pare Ko is ok..Huwag mo nang Itanong is not that bad..para kasing naligaw ang MYMP sa album, same with Southborder..

Cueshe’s Hard to Believe is good..I like it better than the original..Pro sana hindi nlng toh sinama sa album coz ndi nman ganun sumikat itong song na toh..Un iba kasing songs ng E-heads dat i was expecting na kasama sa album ay wala..

Alcohol is great..Radio Active Sago Project rocks!!

Maling Akala’s great too..Im not that familiar sa artist na nag remake pro bilib din ako..galing!!

I was surprised when i found out that Rico J. Puno was included in the album..pro galing din ng version nya ng Huling El Bimbo..

Para sa Masa is superb..bagay na bagay na last track ng album..clap! clap!

It would be better if Toyang, to be performed by Parokya ni Edgar, is included in the album..same with Harana, Maselang Bahaghari, Tindahan ni Aling Nena..kung cno man ang kakanta neto, ndi ko pa maisip..hehe! =p Un song na Minsan eh walang ibang pwedeng kumanta kung hindi E-heads lng..good thing they didnt think of including it in the tracks..

Sa bumuo ng album..clap! clap!

Sa E-heads, clap! clap!clap!

Kay Ely..muwaahh! hehe! =p

Kami nAPO Muna

TRACK LIST

1. Pumapatak ang Ulan - Parokya ni Edgar
2. Yakap sa Dilim - Orange & Lemons
3. DooBiDoo - Kamikazee
4. Awit ng Barkada - Itchyworms
5. Nakapagtataka - Sponge Cola
6. Ewan - Imago
7. Batangbata Ka Pa - Sugar Free
8. Kumot at Unan - Bold Star (my favorite in the album)
9. When I Met You - Barbie Almabis
10. Bakit ang Babae - Sandwhich
11. Kabilugan ng Buwan - Drip
12. Di Na Natuto - Sound
13. Anna - Top Suzara (nice one)
14. Blue Jeans - Rocksteddy (so cool, im now starting to research bout this artist)
15. Panalangin - Moonstar 88
16. Paano - Shamrock
17. Pag-ibig - Kitchie Nadal (she added more drama to the song)
18. Bawat Bata - The Dawn

SUPERB! definitely a must-have..a compilation of hits of APO performed by the best artists of our generation..you’ll absolutely enjoy the whole album..coz i did..=p

"..my heart might be bruised but it will recover and become capable of seeing the beauty of life once more. It’s happened before, it will happen again, I’m sure. When someone leaves, it’s because someone else is about about to arrive - I’ll find love again.."

-from The Zahir by PC

dear you,

sabi mo u hate liars!? well u, urself is one..and dont u dare tell me na ndi mo ko niloko!!! yeah right, kya pla a day after i came back here eh kyo na..see, u already have someone new pro d way we talk over d fone parang wala nmang nagbago..sa mga msgs mo sken..so ndi mo ko niloko nun??

i hate you!! i hate you for giving up on me, on us, too soon..i hate you for hurting me!! i hate you cause you’re making me feel as if these were all my fault..yeah, tama kna man eh..i was d one who decided to end it..but you could have said no but i think u were just waiting for me to end it para nga nman ako ang lalabas na nang-iwan..na ikaw un nasaktan!!

haaayyy..well, i guess tlgang ganun..and naisip ko rin lng, ive been holding on to someone who doesn’t belong to me and was never intended for my life..pinagpilitan ko lng yta..harhar! ok na un, cant do anything na eh..i’ve been very vocal to u about my feelings, about my thoughts sa ngyare..ok na..tapos na..

wala nkong masabi..ive said everything that is there to say..

me

p.s.   cgro chka nlng un iba.. =p

one year has passed! geezz! and its over! i asked for it dba?? so ayan it did happen!!
if u know wat im talking about, close tyo pro kung nde?? dot worry ichichikka ko sayo!! yeah right!!
d only person na nakakausap ko with  all chervas!! haha! sasabihin nya sayo na "sorry, decision mo nman toh dba?" yeah right! sakit mo sa bangs!!
im not angry, im sure bout dat! masakit lng!! waaahhh! ndi ko pa rin nkukuha un puso ko sa ilalim nun fridge, nabagsakan kasi cia nun after i’ve found out everything!! umamin k dba?! anu nga name?! never mind! bka sabihin mo awayin ko pa! excuse me?? im not gonna waste my time on her..
ndi ako galit dba??! ahh ewan..masakit lng tlga! wala sa wishu tong mga cnasabi ko dto pro kun nabasa mo to at natapos mo! bilib ako sayo!! harhar!

i hope maging happy kna!! pro u know nman kung cno gusto ko for you dba!! ahh ewan! sakit tlga sa bangs!! =p